I've been to busy to write. It's been a crazy month and a half since I last wrote. Well, not too crazy, but there hasn't been enough hours in the day for me to sit down and just write. So, now I am going to take the advantage of this "free time" in front of me and use it.
So I sit here, in my dorm room, and I reflect. I look to my right and see a big box, full of my roommates memories and treasures. These upcoming three weeks will be our final weeks together before she leaves, for good. From this state, From this town, from this school, from this room, from me. She's going back home to Kihei, Maui, Hawaii, and there's nothing I can do about it. Her mind is set. She wants to be home, where things are just right for her. Closer to her boyfriend, closer to the things she knows, and misses. I so wish there was something I could do. Since August 26th till right now, all our days spent together, every moment together has developed our friendship. In the span of these four months, she has become my best friend. With our constant laughs, and stories, it is apparent that we were a perfect roommate match. Sure there are a few things that frustrate me about her, but it's so easy to look past it, because she is my best friend. So many ideas, run through my mind to make her stay. The thing is, it won't make her happy. There's nothing wrong with this campus, thats making her go away. I know that for sure. I've seen her smile and be happy here. For those few moments when she isn't thinking about him, I know she can be happy. But those moments don't last long, because her cell phone starts to ring, and there he is reminding her how far away he is from her.
So, I'll be nice, and let her go. Let her be where she wants to be, and who she wants to be. I will continue to stare at this box, and any other box that come my way from now until Decemeber 16th. I will watch her pack all her belongings and take them back. I will try to create as many memories as I can with the limitied time we have left, because who knows when I will see her again. It could be in 4 months, it could be a year, it could be 5 years, and it could be never. No matter what happens I will treasure every memory we had together, because this friendship is not one to forget.
I'm Gong to miss you. So much
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